...am sharing this picture of a dog that my Sweetheart, a friend of his and I came across on a beach in Kelowna a few years back.
...am feeling a bit better. I don't feel like a little ghost wandering around among the living today.
...was feeling more angry about the events of Friday evening and night than anything else.
...just want to talk to my Sweetheart to iron this whole thing out.
...think that my Sweetheart owes an apology, a big hug and some flowers. The flowers and big hug thing would be kind of hard though seeing as he leaves so darn far.
...went grocery shopping when I motivated myself to get out of my apartment.
...did a lot of lying down on my bed and thinking, I even had a short nap.
...was able to eat without my stomach getting upset for the first time since Friday night when I had dinner.
...found myself wondering why being in love has to be so crappy sometimes. It should feel nothing but nice and warm and fuzzy all the time. I count myself fortunate that it feels that way for me most of the time, but when it sucks, boy, does it suck. I think it's worth going through a few rough spots in exchange for all the good times though.